I’m happy even when I’m sobbing.

This is what I said in the Ashram kitchen. First, I said, Mataji! You’re drinking water. It makes me very 

happy when you drink water! Swami said, why is it that this makes you happy? Silence. Then, it came, I 

love her and I care for her, so I want her  to be well. Then, I realized, this is a different kind of happiness, 

a superficial happiness, that resides well above that deep happiness which is always there, on a 

subterranean level, even when I’m sobb...

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